[ he watches, face flushing when gerome reaches up to remove his mask. this is more than he's been allowed to see in quite some time-- different from the other day, when they were patching each other up from their sparring match. he's only quiet for a moment, eyes just tracing every exposed inch of his face before he continues. ]
You've been by my side, for as long as I could remember. In spite of our differences, there's no one else I could trust more to be there for me when I need them. There's more... more about you that I need to learn, that I want to learn, but I don't want to do it as we are now.
[ meeting owain's direct gaze is much harder than he expected. he can't help the way his face heats up at the scrutiny but he at least refuses to look away. he offered this—and gods, he almost regrets it—so he's not going to back down. ]
Are you sure about this? By now, you should at least realize how difficult I can be. I... may not always understand you, and that may lead us to fight. You deserve far better than that.
[ not looking away, but he's definitely reaching for gerome's hand, lacing their fingers together. ]
I've never been more sure of anything. We're not the easiest, for anybody. I may not always understand you either, but I'm willing to fight with you, if it ends with us getting closer.
[ he doesn't fight it, there would be no point in it. he gives follows owain's lead and then gives his hand a firm squeeze. ]
Then I won't ask again, nor will I doubt you. [ after all, he started watching owain because he was hard to understand. because he wasn't easy. he leans closer, letting their foreheads touch. ] All I ask is you stay by my side through every fight and every hardship. In return, I promise to treat you as kindly as I can. To try and be deserving of every moment of your affection.
[ his face breaks out in a bright smile there, he leans in as well, letting their foreheads press against each other. ]
I promise to stay by your side from now into our unforeseen future. I will give you my strength and aid whenever you need it. I will treasure your kindness, but even more so, treasure your insults, because you say them because you care for me.
You've done more than enough to be deserving of all my affection.
You truly are a fool in love. [ owain would have to be blind to think him fitting, but. just this once he'll overlook it. he pulls back just enough to have space to carefully remove his glove and slide the ring from his finger.
[ holding owain's hand as if it's something sacred and sliding the ring onto his finger. he rubs his thumb fondly over owain's knuckles before holding his own hand out. ]
[ owain is vibrating with excitement at this. he's looking at gerome's ring on his finger for a moment before he takes gerome's hand in his. just reverently, he's sliding the ring onto his finger.
then he raises gerome's hand and presses a brief kiss to the ring on his finger ]
... It may take some time to get used to this. [ he's never received too much physical affection outside of minerva's cuddling. or if he has, he doesn't remember it. he doesn't pull away though, instead he tries to move his hand to stroke owain's cheek. ]
Then let's be sure to practice diligently. Together. [ dropping his hand down to take owain's again. this is a good start, a very good, very pleasant start.
fondly looking down at their hands and then looking up with a sterner expression. sorry, he's back to being serious now. ] We've wasted too much time idling in the courtyard. We're engaged now, we must go tell Minervykins. And tend to your neck.
... Letting her maul you will only encourage her to misbehave. Let's make a stop at the kitchen. If we bring her a treat she'll be in a more temperate mood.
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You've been by my side, for as long as I could remember. In spite of our differences, there's no one else I could trust more to be there for me when I need them. There's more... more about you that I need to learn, that I want to learn, but I don't want to do it as we are now.
I want there to be something more between us.
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Are you sure about this? By now, you should at least realize how difficult I can be. I... may not always understand you, and that may lead us to fight. You deserve far better than that.
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I've never been more sure of anything. We're not the easiest, for anybody. I may not always understand you either, but I'm willing to fight with you, if it ends with us getting closer.
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Then I won't ask again, nor will I doubt you. [ after all, he started watching owain because he was hard to understand. because he wasn't easy. he leans closer, letting their foreheads touch. ] All I ask is you stay by my side through every fight and every hardship. In return, I promise to treat you as kindly as I can. To try and be deserving of every moment of your affection.
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I promise to stay by your side from now into our unforeseen future. I will give you my strength and aid whenever you need it. I will treasure your kindness, but even more so, treasure your insults, because you say them because you care for me.
You've done more than enough to be deserving of all my affection.
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holding out his hand for owain's. ] May I?
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If you allow me the same honor.
[ placing his hand in gerome's ]
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[ holding owain's hand as if it's something sacred and sliding the ring onto his finger. he rubs his thumb fondly over owain's knuckles before holding his own hand out. ]
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then he raises gerome's hand and presses a brief kiss to the ring on his finger ]
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fondly looking down at their hands and then looking up with a sterner expression. sorry, he's back to being serious now. ] We've wasted too much time idling in the courtyard. We're engaged now, we must go tell Minervykins. And tend to your neck.
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I'm sure Minerva will be excited to see this development.
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You should tell me of the things you said.
[ standing up, still holding his hand ]
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You won't like it. [ a guilty pause. ] And Minerva may try to bite you, too.
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[ a pause ]
Do you want to hold my hand the entire time?
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... Seems I lose focus when I'm around you.
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Another area I need more practice in. Father was always diligent, no matter where he was or who he was with.
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Well, Aunt Cherche is one of the most formidable fighters I've seen. I'm sure even she pierced Uncle Frederick's defenses.
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